Archive for May, 2006

Faith

Thursday, May 4th, 2006

The profound changes in my life have caused me to re-examine my basic beliefs in faith. For the most part I’ve been a Deist. This philosophy fits in nicely with the scientific world.  G-d created the universe, then he abandoned it.  He exerts no influence on the world or our lives. In other words, [...]

Mental Health

Thursday, May 4th, 2006

I am now seeing a therapist and a psychiatrist.  The psychiatrist says I am suffering from depression and very long term stress.  I have been prescribed one drug for the depression and another for the reacurring panic attacks I have been getting since the weekend.
I wonder if my wife will care enough for this to [...]

Divorce

Monday, May 1st, 2006

It’s over.  There’s nothing more I can do.  My wife refuses to discuss anything.  My wife refuses to see me.  She has moved out.  She says she got a restraining order.  I don’t know why that was necessary.
I thought we were going to try to work things out, but the temporary separation was a lie.  [...]